Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Product Review

Yall might've seen me post a small pic of this a few entries back but I never exactly said what it was..

Quick Blurb:
I don't actually OWN this. I went with my mother when she did her usual.. skin care browsing/buying spree and the bottle caught my eye. By using my delightful persuasion techniques, I got her to buy it! So really it's HERS.. but I'm using it too. It's huge so it'll last us a looong time. Well.. for the price.. it better be.

COST:
$55 for 4.2 oz or $77 for the big jugga! 

ITEM:
Shiseido 'Eudermine' Revitalizing Essence

COLOR/Texture/Whatnots:
This is a skin softner. Clear in color, goes on like water, absorbs into your skin within a few seconds, no residue left. It has an almost herby smell to it but it fades away fast, nothing strong or stingy you get me? A little goes a long way (duh), no oily feeling, which I LOVE! 

THOUGHTS/HOW?:
LOVE IT. You put this on after you've cleansed your face, both morning and night, but I only do it at night because I'm a lazy fart like that. From the website.. "A softening lotion that delivers immediate moisture and improves your skin's own moisturizing power. The result is supple, smooth skin. Responds to changes in climate to keep the skin's moisture level constant regardless of location or time of year." I haven't broken out from this. It doesn't sting my face and I've been using this on and off for the past few weeks. 

PROS:
- GORGEOUS BOTTLE
- works baby
- no break outs at all!!
- face feels smoother

CONS:
- .. very pricey
- herby smell, I prefer citrus or something fruity!

If you have the extra cash to spend, I'd totally advise you to invest in this. I use this after my toner because I just don't feel clean without my toner. If you buy Shiseido quite often, I'd advise you to ask for a sample! YES! They have a sample size of the bottle! It's soooo cute! But it's hard to get the liquid out of the bottle.. so ehh. 

:) HEHEHE.. I told you guys the next entry was going to be related to beauty of some sort. 

SIDE NOTES:
- my hair is now officially salon dyed black, not my own failed dye job
- i have side bangs again! woohoo!
- xmas is coming up
- I can't find my cell phone

Monday, December 15, 2008

this is for sarah

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LMAO!!!!!!! I just discovered how to use the whole.. subscribing to ppl thing.. adding ppl and their sites you know? I WENT ADD CRAZY!!!!!! ... if you get a reader count increase.. hehehhe yea you know who it is. :) Guilty!
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Because she facebooked me nicely about updating my blog to entertain her. LOL!! I thought you were going to Louisiana soon?! Mmmm.. chicken.. sorry, but when I think of Louisiana, I think of chicken. When I think of Missouri.. I think of nothing but corn. 

OK! I guess this is time to play catch up because I just uploaded pics from my cam and I realized.. I haven't posted SHIT since my blog about the fires!! WTF???? I thought I posted those up! I guess I've just been slackin! *Sigh* I fail at life. I'm going to buy some emo soap now. 

OHHH I went to my fav store of all time Jimmy Z.. ok actually it wasn't INTENTIONAL.. I was walking BY Jimmy Z on my way to Metropark to get my sis's bday gift (which she loved) when I noticed the "50% off everything" sign outside Jimmy Z!!!!! I don't know what it is about that brand that I like.. it's usually hit or miss in that store. No don't think surfer brand, even though it seems like it would be, the actual store sells more along the lines of.. Hmm.. I can't think of what but I'll post pics of what I bought later (bag is at my bf's house). Shiiiiet, I'll even model it all for you guys (something I never do!). Back to my story, I couldn't just WALK by so all of a sudden.. I found myself mysteriously at the cash register.. with a bag in my hand! How did that happen? I bought $140 worth of clothes and I saved.... drum roll please... $133!!!! DAMNNNN!!! Ok less talkin, more pictures.

Misc stuff before the morbid...

Let me show you some of my friends who hang out in my car!

The adventure brothers plus monkey face!

Mushroom face, who I'm surprised has stuck on this long!! 

The fires...

Morning when I woke up, we didn't know what was up. (House across the street)

We went out to breakfast and on the way back...


Got bigger..

The street before we turn onto our main street back home


If you look closely enough, you can see how the streets are starting to get foggy.. it was almost impossible to drive through when I left..



House across the street again, only 2 hours since the first pic..

Can you see the sun?

Thank god it's all behind us now. I actually got a lump in my throat when I saw the pics again.. I remember when I drove to see my bf I couldn't stop crying. The fire in Sylmar was about 20 miles away from my LA apartment too so it seemed like no matter where I went, I was trapped.

Ok, let's stop being sad. 

This was right after I dyed my hair black! Or.. attempted to. Missed a spot, you can see where. Ignore the red eyes, the bags, the lack of MU and chapped lips, I was tiiiiiiiired.

The Earthen Glow Mineral Makeup I ordered a while back! Top 2 rows are foundation shades I ordered plus the anti acne moisturizing serum I bought (... shit-tastic). The bottom row are free sample shades they threw in for me!! All were FULL COVERAGE, SAME AMOUNT AS THE ONES I BOUGHT!! Sadly to say.. none of the shades matched me, I was going to order more but this is when I gave up on the minerals. Excuse the ugly apartment carpet, it's not dirty, that's just the pattern. I can't believe somebody would actually choose that. YUCK!

Getting ready for my sis's bday dinner! My liner looks retarded here but it looked good in RL! Stupid bf and his stupid faces.. you look ugly!!!!! ... my hair obviously didn't stay black for long. Dumb dye!

XMAS IS COMING UP! Have you finished your holiday shopping?

Ok, so here's what I got my sis for her bday..

She picked this one out herself. Bobble ring, $7 Metropark

Not this one, but the one that's colored like this but it's an X formation, couldn't find it on the website, $40 metropark (swarovski crystals)

Picked this out too, $89 she LOVED it


Not sure what to get her for xmas. I've finished up for everyone except her. I know her style really well so it's easy to shop for her but all the stuff she wants but doesn't have are realllly expensive. hmmm.. what to do what to do. 

Oh so I found out that my bf's ex girlfriend looks at my myspace and his too. No, not because of a tracker, but from her little brother who hangs out with my bf. LOL, why is she even lookin at our pages? She cheated on him (ahem.. Ms. STD GROSS!!!!) so why is she even lookin back? TROLL. She might even be looking at this page! Hmm.. TROLL! :) YEA!

Anyways, FINALS ARE OVAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!! WOOHOOOO!! I was soooo tired that day but in the end, we all must play! Me, the bf, his twin bro, P (penpal26), and Phuong all decided to get some candy *AHEM*. These were like.. slap you in the face so you sit down, curl up don't want to move ones. Not too shabby. Yea.. I really do think my tolerance for both alcohol and candy have gone up. It's re-dunk-ulous. 

So after spending a good week with my bf, I went home to ease my child deprived parents. Everyone's losing weight lately. My daddy's a good.. 200 something lbs but he's slimmed down drastically. My mom says he's been sick lately but I hope it's nothing serious. Mom already has cancer.. I don't want two sick parents. Well, yall know it's winter time, which is the time I usually start fattening up. I don't know why, my eating habits don't change but I gain a few pounds out of NOWHERE! Only in winter though, then it just disappears around spring. Strange.... I usually linger around 110-112 lbs on a normal day but I've gone up to 116-117  now. Not a HUGE deal but enough to make me raise an eyebrow. I'm considered underweight for my height, 5'7, but still. 

Anyways, yesterday I went to pick up the bf from his house to go all the way back to the OC to Matt and Jason's new house to help them move some stuff and then to go find a kitten because they want a new one for their house. Well.. the trip was a big loop. My bf's house is NOT on the way but in the opposite way and I called him multiple times so we could meet half way and take my car down to the OC but no. He loses the phone I bought him, finds it WAY later, and when I get to his house, he's wearing a stupid gag shirt, so I tell him to change, and I'm waiting downstairs.. and it's like... WTF what's taking so long? Does it really take 5 damn minutes to PUT ON A SHIRT? I listen carefully and he's talking to his friend about a stupid game. So I just end up leaving. I have a short fuse. I was already pissed off during my drive over to his house because this JACK OFF IDIOT is in the lane to my left.. and I'm just driving like normal when I notice that IDIOT is RIGHT next to me, and coming into my lane.. like he's half in his lane, half in mine. I honk and stare at him but HE KEEPS ON COMING IN!!! I'm like.. DUDE I'M RIGHT NEXT TO YOUR FUCKIGN ASS!! I honk again and again and again but he gets closer and closer until I can see that he's about to fucking clip my side mirrors!! I had to slam on my brakes and swirve to the right so he wouldn't hit me. MOTHER FUCKER ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND???? YOUR FUCKING BEAT UP PIECE OF SHIT CAN'T COMPARE TO MY TSX, YOU THINK YOUR INSURANCE COMPANY IS GONNA FUCKING PAY FOR IT ALL? UGHHHHHHHHH I hate stupid drivers.. I was cursing like a sailor the whole time to my bf's house, so we got in a fight because he's slow and when we're arguing and driving, this SHIT FACE IDIOT comes shooting from the left entrance all the way across the street into my lane and fucking cuts me off! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? DAY OF THE IDIOT DRIVERS?? I had to slam on my brakes AGAIN for this idiot and my windows were rolled down already and I was already heated so I yelled out "YOU FUCKING BEANER GET YOUR FUCKING ASS OFF THE ROAD YOU SON OF A BITCH!" and they sped off all quick. Stupid fucks. 

*calms down* *breathes*

So we got to matt and jason's, helped them move stuff, went to pet stores, all the cute kittens were all sold!!!  :(

We went back to their old house to hang out and I tried to learn how to top rock but ended up failing. LOL!!! It's ok, I'll get the hang of it eventually. Such a work out though, my legs were all... KILL ME NOW!! AHAHAHAH!! But it was really fun! 

Few days ago, put on my bf's Naruto headband. LOL, it's too big for my head!!! 

My eyes are the same color as my hair.. el oh el.

those two were from my cam phone!

Ok, time to eat lunch! 

Till next time!

Katie

ps- P showed me videos of this aussie girl or maybe she was from GB.. I don't remember but I LOOOOVED HER! P said it reminded her of me cuz of the sarcasm HEHEHE! I  want to do a video like that girl! Oh god.. ideas are already formulating in my head. :) Would you guys like to see that? 

Thursday, December 11, 2008

ahoy there matey!

Sorry for the lack of posting, I've been spending the week at the bf's house, studying more or less, for my final which is tomorrow! Wish me luck! Back to studying! 

Oh but  before that, we went to my little sister's early bday dinner because she's gonna be in big bear during her actual bday. AWWWW my lil sis is turning 19 soon! I'll post pics from the dinner when I get them. Hmm.. left early because I had to finish studying and by early I meant 9:30 LOL.. controlled myself from the alcohol though! Bf.. not so much. He got soooo red and now he has a headache. :) He can't keep up with me and my cousins! I love you hunnie! It's the first time he's ever met my cousins and my brother. How adorable was that.. them drinking together.. smoking together.. talking about cars together.. I'm almost jealous! Ok no seriously.. back to studying. 

I have a product that I LOOOOOVE which I will share when I'm back. But for now, ciao bellas!

Katie

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Hmmm.. random thought

So I've been feeling kind of nauseated today for some weird ass reason but the feeling's gone now! But while I was in my vegetated state on the couch, I watched Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban and half of Harry Potter and the goblet of fire. NEEEEEEEver would've seen that godfather thing coming. 

So why the entry? I was thinking.. that bottle of $65 bb cream I got and only used once? Yea. Just sittin in my drawer. Didn't use it during the summer because I was DARK, but now? I don't know, I like my TM right now and I'm only half way through it. I see people selling BB all over the net but a thread from ABB caught my eye. Nobody really sells BB samples! I mean.. they're payin a guap for this shit without trying it???? Maybe I should offer samples? Helps me get rid of my shit ya know? I don't know though, can't say I've seen many people lookin for BB samples. Just a thought. 

To those interested in BB cream, right now the most highly rated and most popular ones to use are by Hanskin, Dr. Jart, and Skinfood. Fo sheezy mac and cheesey they are the most famous! Phyllis from Makeup for Life is selling Skinfood BB creams. I currently own Hanskin. 

Cheers!

Katie

ps- WHY THE HELL IS THERE NO DARK CHOCOLATE FLAVORED HOT CHOCOLATE? I love dark chocolate! I don't care how many marshmellows you bribe me with! I demand some dark chocolate flavored hot chocolate!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

blood red kisses

TWO POSTS IN ONE DAY! Hahaha.. now you KNOW who isn't studying for finals but should be but doesn't want to so..... hi.

Popped back in because I forgot to upload two pics I took of my experiment. 

Let me tell you what I've learned.

1. I'm pretty damned light skinned
2. I'm pretty freakin damn light skinned.

I was at Longs Drugs near my house with the boyfriend to pick up NYX Herb eyeshadow because WHO KNOWS WHY I never picked it up. It's like.. I'll swatch it later. Goldy green. Very pretty.

Anyways, I was just wearing eyeliner and foundation that day and I saw this GORGEOUS red lipgloss.. but it was opened and I was like... EWWWWWW. Then I saw this deeper color and thought, HEY!! I don't own any dark lipglosses! I only have nudes, browns, pinks, peaches, etc. No reds, plum, nothing. 

I was also playing with a new way to line my eyes.. turned out like shit. My eyes are normally almond shaped no? It's like.. droopy almond that day. HAHAHAHA! Bf liked the lips... until I smacked him a big one on the cheek and he discovered how wonderful makeup remover was. 

I don't know why but the lips look BLOOD red in the pics, they're actually a shade darker than blood red.. but still bloody. HAHAH!! Here you go!





BF said I look like a doll in the last pic. Umm.. I look NOTHING like that last pic. I blame it on my sucky cell phone. Oh these are pics taken from my cell, I couldn't find my digi cam until AFTER i took everything off and found it in the back seat. My hair's growing out! WOOHOO!! 

Aww.. I was looking at old pics and these two were from last last thanksgiving!!





:) Enjoy.

PAYCEEEE!


Pretty isn't it?

Katie

Skanktasticness!

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Just for clarification, me and the bf have already discussed this, I'm just letting you all know what's buggin me. I mixed in his side/view of it all too so it's not like I'm saying "what a useless bf" you know? When I'm angry, I usually confront my bf right then and there whether he likes it or not. 
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:) I have a makeup related post coming up, but yall have to wait! I'm going to weave a tale of jealousy and skanks! I know I love those stories. You know.. with the skanks claiming they aren't skanks. 

I believe it was on this past Monday night when the bf decided to go to Matt and Jason's house. Funny side story. We find out Matt is really a Ken but we can't see him as a Ken so we call him Matt. 

Matt has a friend who originally went to school here in the US but moved over to Japan for more education or work or something. Specifics of the convo slipped my mind because I wasn't paying attention. Anywhos, she was to come back to the US for a week to visit friends, junk junk junk. She had nowhere to stay so Matt let her stay at his place for the week. He said that I'd most def get along with her because she's cool and he made her sound pretty chill. I'm polite/nice, if not a little sarcastic to MOST people. There are just certain people that make you want to jam a whole cucumber down your throat, be whisked away to the ER just so you don't have to be in the same room as them. (I have an anti-social side, can you tell?)

Ok, so she had gotten there around.. I don't know, Sat or Sun. When me and Christian arrived, Jason went into Matt's room to talk to her a little since Matt wasn't there. Christian was sitting on the sofa that was right in front of the door while I was deeper in the room near the bathroom on the desktop pc playing my favorite korean picture game. You koreans know how to make some fun ass shit. I love you for it. And your food. I digress. SUMMARY: You can see christian from the doorway but not me, but I can hear everything that goes around in the house. I have sensitive ears. It kinda sucks sometimes.

So the girl (Lisa) is blabbin away in the other room. Her voice is like.. you know that voice you can make if you suck on helium from a balloon? I'm not making fun of her or anything, it just hurt my ears because she insisted on making her voice resonate throughout the whole house. Like a loud loud professor lecturing loud enough for 200 ppl to hear. So she and Jason come to the room but only to the doorway to tell us they're going out for a smoke break. Jason says "Lisa says hi" because she hasn't seen us yet, and right then, she looks over his shoulder and sees Christian and says "WOW!! YOU'RE SO CUTE!!" .... Jason pushes her into the hallway and basically tells her "dude, his gf is right there." Normally, girls will feel kinda guilty, introduce themselves, maybe apologize for being so out there if they have any morals at all, shit like that. But no, with that LOUD ASS voice of hers in the hallway she yells "What? So what? She shouldn't be mad! That's like.. a compliment to her then!" 

Girl are you that much of an airhead? 

They smoke, she struts all the way back to Matt's room and never appears back again. Yup. This is what I'm thinking. She knows she just openly flirted with my bf and that I now perceive her as a grade-A SLUT, and now she won't even come in the same room as me because she basically just made the atmosphere of the whole house pretty damn awkward. OBVIOUSLY even guys can tell this would piss of a girl. But no, they BOTH decided to get brainwashed by her.

Jason came in repeating the same words over again. He said "Hey were you offended by what she said?" My answer was dripping in sarcasm "Of course not." He then says "Oh you shouldn't be mad, it's like... a compliment to you." HUH.. sounds familiar? I'm sure when she said it in the hall she hadn't intended for me to hear but you know, when you're obnoxious and too busy actin all whorish to get a guy, you tend to mess up. 

My bf has a pretty keen sense on how I'm feeling usually. He was actually kind of scared I think. He asked if I was mad and ONCE AGAIN, REPEATED HER SAME DAMN WORDS "You shouldn't be mad, Jason's right you know, it's a compliment to you." He honestly didn't think it was a big deal and SINCERELY thought she was just throwing a compliment at him. Oh sorry, was I not cute enough to get complimented too? Damn I must be FUGLY THEN!

You know what pissed me off the most? When she said her "COMPLIMENT" to my bf, he just sat there, looking at them, didn't say ANYTHING about his GIRLFRIEND sitting in the corner, just laughed and did that stupid hair rubbing thing he does. His FRIEND was the one to break the news to that hoe. 

He CLAIMS that when he saw her over jason's shoulder, he had thought it was Jason's mom, and they left downstairs so quickly, which was why he didn't say anything. 

Darling, I'm not stupid. 

Jason also goes on to say how "She's always like that."

Oh really? So you guys are saying that if i was sitting right next to my bf on the couch when you guys had walked by, she would have said "Wow!! You're so cute!!" and ignored me too? You're sayin she would've done the exact same flirtatious move? By the way, her voice was dripping with the sound of flirting, it was so gross. Even I don't talk THAT way. 

If she is always like THAT.. I'm sorry to say but I believe you guys are housing a SLUT. 

Is this my jealousy talking? Maybe. 

But she could've defused this disgusted feeling I have towards her simply by coming up to me and apologizing for acting like a whore. Nope. Not even that. She just sat on her high horse and trotted away to her isolated room. Guilty much?

I WOULD HAVE confronted her but since it was Jason's house, and she WAS there house guest.. I shut my trap out of respect. I think that flame kept burnin for a good.. few hours. Would've died down sooner but with the blockheaded MEN repeating her words, it was like.. adding fuel.

Maybe I am jealous. I don't deny it. But if this happened to YOUR bf/gf, you'd act like a bitch too. 

Slut-tramp-hoe-fo-sho.

Get along with her my ass! 

:) I love ranting!

Katie

ps- see christian? I put in your side of the story too, as lame as it sounds.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

I'll be the moss to your tree!


Hey girls~! 

Well first off, I wanted to thank you ALL for your concerns and advice, and you girls who left messages for my bf are crazy!! I love it! But that's another reason why this blog entry is going to exist. The bf and I were talking it out and honestly, there's extra info that I should write about because honestly, it's not fair to him because I kind of made him look like a natural born mental case instead of one that might pooooossibly have a reason to be one. 

There IS a reason why he's this insecure about me. Ok no, I'm not skank-zilla or anything and no I don't party my ass off everyday, come home stumbling from the alcohol yellin HONEY IM HOOOOOME! 

In fact, it all stemmed from our first year of being together. CALL ME CRAZY, but I do believe my exes are keeping TABS on me, as ridiculous as that might sound. I didn't date much after my high school bf, it was kinda like.. a 2 year healing period to get my shit together because that relationship screwed me up big time. OH JUST A SIDE NOTE since I get readers from here in So Cal. SCOTT TOMONO is a womanizer who only wants to get in yo pants. I'm sure at least one reader knows him. I'd know. Even after I've forgiven him, the thought of him still makes my blood boil. But we'll talk about that later. Careful to girls under the age of 20! 

Ok, back to my story. Before me and my current bf got together, we were doing that whole dating stage first right? I was interested in him but it didn't seem to click the way I wanted it to. So I was also seeing this guy from my college named Cody. Cody knew about Christian but Christian didn't know about Cody. Yes, I know, BAD BAD BAD. But it me and Christian weren't official and I had no plans to make it that way at first. This one day me and Christian got into a couple's fight even though we weren't together, so that same day I called Cody to go to the beach together. OBVIOUSLY Christian found out about Cody and went ape shit, and that's where his insecurities STARTED. I ditched Cody for Christian after that, only because Christian did something BAD TOO AND VERY SNEAKY but I'm not going into that. I figured, a guy who was conniving and street smart enough to trick me into being his gf was definitely worth some of my time. Thinking about it still makes me laugh. But I decided not to write what he did!

Ok, some background history.

I had dated a guy for six months named Kevin Nguyen before Scott. One day out of the blue, he calls me and says we should see other people because it's not working. It's not me, it's him, YADADADADA. He said he had shit he needed to handle, so whatevers right? That was the last time I talked to him and you know.. bottom line? 4 YEARS went by. Never thought of him again. That is.. until that first year I was seeing Christian. Apparently Kevin has kept tabs on me through things like my AIM profile and away messages, my old xanga, my myspace. He calls me out of the blue maybe a few months into my relationship with Christian. I'm like.. who are you? He obviously had to jog my memory a little. OH SNAPS. He said he wanted to see me in person to explain about why he did what he did back then. 

I'm the type of person who holds onto grudges and ish for a long time. Was I curious what he was doing now? HELL NO. Did I want to know why the fuck he dumped me out of nowhere back then? YOU BET YOUR ASS. I had NO INTENTIONS AT ALL of hookin up with him or anything, I just wanted the truth. He was one of the reasons why I hate dealing with guys. So we met up at his friends' house because they were having a bbq or something. I wasn't planning on staying long, just long enough to hear what he had to say. I won't go into all that but nothing happened, end of story. 

Christian found out about me going to see Kevin obviously, and went ape shit. His insecurities growing at this point. We fought, we argued, we talked it through. We still stuck it out. Yes, my bad, I know. Can you blame me for wanting to know though? I just thought I was too ugly and fat, which I was. LOL.

End of story? NOPE. My sins continue.

A few weeks after THAT. Scott calls me out of the blue. WTF IS THIS? YEAR OF THE FUCKING EXES?????

He called to say whatsup. Let me give you the low down on this skank. We dated for oh.. 2-3 months? Not long, but my first official boyfriend. Our first Christmas, this bitch disappears for a week. I found out later that he was sexing it up with his ex gf Momoko. That skank went to his house to get him back and you know what they say about men thinking with their dicks. We still saw each other a little after that. Intro to a YOUNGIN named Stephanie. She knows we were trying to make things work but she still tried to get into his pants. On Valentines day, he came to see me early in the morning and I thought awww how sweet. But then I found out it was because he had slept over at his grandma's house with HER the night before and had dropped her off in Laguna early that morning and my house was ON THE WAY back to his stupid house. LYING CHEATING NIGGA SAY WHAAAAAAAT? End of junior year of high school, I stopped talking to him while he went on dating a series of hoes. So 2 years later, he calls me up to say what's up. I'm like.. NIGGA YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT? 

Turns out he called to apologize for what he did in the past. Uhh.. cheaters have consciences? We talked for a while, catching up on shit. He sounded sincerely sorry and that was refreshing. Apparently he's been stalkin my myspace too and that's how he found out about my current relationship. Yes he's still trying to mac on girls, including me because he thought I was hot now (fucker). Obviously current bf finds out about the communication between us and once again, insecurities grow, and he goes ape shit. I cut it off with that guy after that. OBVIOUSLY. He made me want to barf anyways. 

Those were all during the first year of our relationship, where I wasn't sure how long we'd last and I can't say I even ADORED Christian. I liked him but I didn't really start getting attached until a few months into the relationship. He kinda.. GREW on me. Like fungus. After that rocky first year, believe me, he did some bad shit too but I'm not going to say what. No need to make him look even worse to you girls, I didn't see anyone or talk to anyone but him. 

But even though I was and am completely devoted to him, I know he still worries about losing me and thinking back to our first year. I don't blame him for that but I hate how he gets so angry at me now. We both have tempers so that doesn't help much at all either. 

For now, I'm sticking it out with him. Is he perfect? No. Is he the right guy for me? Maybe not. We all need to learn our own lessons at our own pace. Have I learned mine yet? Maybe, maybe not.

Well.. that's my story. I just read it and it makes me look like an indecisive slut but ah well, to each his own right? I already told my bf I'd put this post up before he suggested it. Nobody's perfect and I don't want ANYONE thinking that I am. 

Katie

ps- I'll give ANYONEEEEEE a whole PENNY (poor college student say whaaaaaat) if you can figure out what my title means? HEHEHEHEHEHE. 

pps- I'm going to teach you how to spot a man chaser without even being in the room in the next post! Jk, it's actually a rant. I'm full of them this week! YOWZAH!