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to the boyfriend.
Uh no, I'm not only writing things to make myself look good. I'm writing down the FACTS. Sorry if you don't like to see everything in print and to the public. And FYI, I didn't say it was YOUR FAULT that I don't hang out with my friends anymore, i CHOSE not to, simply because you obviously hate my friends and hate it when I'm out with them. Get your facts straight before you leave me dumb messages. This is how it is. "You're just making stuff up" ? YEA SURE. You're going to say how none of what I wrote was true? WHO DO I HAVE TO IMPRESS ON THIS BLOG? This is my blog Christian, I don't make shit up. I'd rather lie about the size of my breasts than about YOU.
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WARNING: RANT

UGH!! My boyfriend angrifies me so much!!
Every single week I'm ALWAYS with him if I'm not at school, literally. I have a class that is more or less posted completely online on Tues so I usually ditch with no problems once classes end Monday so I go down, spend the night at the bf's all of Tues, then head back to school Tues night for the rest of the week. This is ridiculous. MY FREAKING BOYFRIEND ALWAYS, 24/7 ACCUSES ME OF CHEATING ON HIM, talking to other ppl behind his back, being out, blah blah blah, even though you can obviously hear the tv on behind me and me eating shit like popcorn. I always tell him I'm NOT doing any of those above and that I'm so sick of always hearing his stupid accusations, when HE'S the one who always goes out with his friends and fails to call me when it's obvious he should. I'm always either at my apartment turning into a vegetable, shopping for groceries, going to school, or seeing him. Never always in that order of course.
It's so irritating! All I ever hear is how I assumably go out, talk to other ppl, blah blah blah when I show him that I'm NOT. I don't even hang out with my friends anymore, both from my old work, high school, or previous college anymore because whenever I'm out, I'm "cheating on him". Yea it's THAT bad. I can't even talk to HIS friends too openly or show one more attention than another because then "I like him" or it's always "why are you talking to him so much huh?"
How would it make YOU girls feel if everyday, you're being accused of basically being a slut when in reality, you're a book worm who sacrifices everything for your MENTAL CASE of a boyfriend?
I was online looking for his stupid xmas gift these past few days and I showed him a few options yesterday. Today I was looking at more and called him to tell him to go online so I could send him links to see what he thought of the stupid junk. I signed on, opted to go INVISIBLE so nobody could bother me. I still have a paper to finish and I wanted to just quickly show him the shit. He got all paranoid that I was invisible, CLAIMED I BLOCKED HIM, and is now currently calling me shady, even though I TOLD HIM CLEARLY WHY I WAS INVISIBLE. Nope. It's not considered sweet that I only want to talk to him online, it's considered "fucking shady".
I've told him before that if he doesn't have any proof, then don't accuse me of stupid shit because obviously it shows how insecure he is and it's IRRITATING to always be accused of being a WHORE. Yup. Everyday. If not everyday, then at least 3-4 times a week.
I'm sick of being the only one putting in effort here!! I know you're reading this Christian Giang.
OH AND I decided to calculate how much I drive every week due to school and my constant visits to the bf's house plus how we use MY car to drive down to see his friends and you know, go wherever right? Minimum of 420 miles a week. Maybe more if we go down to the OC more than once in a week. That's almost 1,000 miles in TWO WEEKS. Gas Guzzlers say WHUHHH? Yea. I fill my tank up every 3 days. Nice. Very nice.
Stupid no-effort-exerting boyfriend. He'll drive to HIS friends' house to hang out and whatever when they call him but he won't even drive to my house when we fight to say SORRY TO MY FACE, even though I CLEARLY STATED I was home the whole day. Na. He'd rather just wash his car, let it sit all sedentary and decided to only put in enough energy to dial the phone.
Whatever.
You know what else I hate? People who borrow money from you but don't pay you back for DAYS, MONTHS! Come on. How irresponsible can you be. You get the money back to pay me back but spend it on other shit.
*sigh* End rant.
Men. Seriously.. how retarded can they be?
No, don't answer that. I know a lot of you girls can probably make long ass lists.
.... Um.. I should really start on that paper that's kinda sorta due tomorrow.
Katie












































